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“I hate having a woman’s body”. There you have it. Boys want males bodies, not females ones. But that it’s something you know nowadays. It’s confusing when you have felt bad your whole life and that it’s your normal state. You don’t know what it’s to be fine, and this is why you had fear of the change. I am glad to see you are so happy today 😊.

I had no idea FTM trans was even a thing till I was like 37 years old lol. I came out at 40 :D

I relate to this video ❤

So important!🎉❤🎉❤ You got the words put perfectly and did a stellar job of articulating a little spoken about trans experience that many of us do share. Thank you

But now working at Toys R Us is yet another childhood dream that's been shattered for us Millennials.

it's crazy how you still look like a woman even with the beard

This video is so encouraging.. that trans folks have permission to explore gender this way is so relieving.

Wow... I'm relieved that there are folks who have this understanding... I couldn't imagine myself as anything other than the gender I was assigned.. it was beyond my reach and I "knew" I was my assigned gender identity... Until I learned about sex and gender, how my body and brain could be other gender identities from other cultures.. then learned about transness.. shocked that I could be female.. immediately rejected it.. because I just "knew" that was impossible.. overtime, I researched and researched and exposed myself to so many sources from trans and antitrans, intersex content.. then finally, even now, reckoning that I have no option except to be understood as female.. I have no option at this point.. I fight it even now.. but can't escape that I'm female.. I'm forever unable to unsee being female..

This does help a lot. I often start getting worried about really being a trans man because I really didnt have the 'im a boy' thoughts until very recently in my mid/late 20s. I feel my childhood was a lot more 'nonbinary' than anything. I liked boy and girl stuff. I never really desired to cut my hair or look like a boy in any way, but I also didn't really consider it to be an option either, I was a 'girl' so why would I even consider that? But I was never really 'girly' either and a lot of my female friends tended to be queer or tomboys and I didnt really get along with 'girly girls', but I never had many guy friends either. In my early 20s when I learnt about nonbinary I thought I could be that but I didnt really understand it or gender identity very well. I just thought all girls felt that way, doesnt make them trans. When I was 25 I read up on gender dysphoria and gender identity and realised that I was trans. I identified as nonbinary until I started to consider the possibility I could be a trans man. I didn't really want to be nonbinary, I leant more towards the masculine spectrum until eventually I just thought 'I think I just want to be a man'. So now I identify as a trans man. Its a very different journey from most trans men I think so I don't feel as valid sometimes and I worry about transitioning and not liking being a man because of it.

please come to Jesus in repentance before it is too late

i'm a guy and years ago i had this fire with this girl that, identifyed as a lesbian, but for some reason had it on with me! We would have been a great match, but she transitioned into a he and i couldn't feel the attraction anymore.

Hey! I love your videos! I am glad i finally found a gay male ftm on RUclips. Just curious: Are you a top or a bottom?

Thank you for this! Youre such a wonderful person. Youre not bad at expressing yourself; youre transitioning in any way IS expressing yourself.

I hope I can start testronone soon I'm 20 years old right now and I'm a transgender man ftm who's Pre -T.

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I dreamed during my top surgery I didn't feel sick but took stuff before it. I knew from a surgery before that I almost got sick so I knew a head of time. I felt a bit sick after my hysto but they gave me stuff for that. For my hysto I was twice as scared but I am so glad I got it done. I had the double mastectomy as well but I found that no big deal I was not as fearfull.

so is there a chance I am and not bipolar and depressed and anything else, that I just need therapy and hormones and not respidone, lamictal and lexapro . that i am trans and just don't know it?

This is my favourite video on the internet I’m going through the same shit right now

thank you for this video I really needed to hear it

I have a question: why do the women who become men look like normal men, while the men who become women look like monsters? (Clue: PATRIARCHY.) That said, this guy is convincing and extremely cool--and a sweetheart. My heart goes out to him and I 150% support him. So cool! Right on, brother!

Wow this sounds like my story. I'm still struggling a bit even though I've come out as ftm now and I'm old, 44 and just at the start of my journey. Happiness is the most important thing in the world and I am so happy that you are now comfortable.

Omfg yes the air going to the shoulder huuuuurts so much. Fuck I hated that. I'm glad you're doing well now!

When I first heard about being trans, I was like ”I want to do that but I can’t” and that happened everytime I heard about trans people. But one time, I was like ”I want to do that and I can do that” and that was how I figured out I am trans

You're gorgeous!!! ❤️😍

seeing you happy makes me happy. thanks for the 📹

I feel like you just described my life to a T. I needed to hear this so bad, thank you 🙏🏻

I dreamt too! My surgeon said “think good thoughts this stuff will give you dreams”. And I did!

I love hearing your laugh again! It’s always been such a sweet one. Before T and after. I’m 21 now but I’ve been watching your videos since I was 12. I’m happy you still remember to post and update us (: I had a lapro surgery also and I had the same thing with the air migrating. My back and shoulders hurt like a bitch for a couple days. Anyways, take it easy!! Can’t wait to hear from you again!

Always nice to see your face in my sub box. Good luck with the rest of your recovery!

I just have to ask why? Your uterus and ovaries were perfectly healthy. Unless they had started to atrophy which could have been avoided if you went off T and since you pass I don’t see how that would be a problem. I would love to hear why if you disagree with that. Where does this compulsory need to alter yourselves come from? Is it because your uteruses and ovaries are female and you want to disintegrate everything that is female about you? Couldn’t that be a sign that we’re actually moving backwards when it comes to gender identity vs expression?

looking back at this and knowing where you are now makes this kind of funny

“Did you think [the term transgender] fit?” “No, I just thought’oh that’s cool! I didn’t know about that!’. I didn’t know that it would ever apply to me”. THIS. This is my experience in a nutshell. I’m about to graduate college and I started questioning my gender a year ago. Up until that point I believed that I was a girl. Probably because that’s what I assumed based on how society taught me. And I didn’t think I was trans because I was very feminine growing up. I LOVED dressing up and princesses and fairies and mermaids and all that stuff girls like. It wasn’t until I got older that my presentation preference changed, and then I started getting subconscious gender euphoria but I thought “Oh I just really like this haircut”. Later I realized I’m on the nonbinary spectrum and I think the only reason that even happened is because subconsciously I learned that “this is an option for me. I don’t have to be a girl.”. I’m still trying to figure it out but it’s so nice seeing that I’m not alone in my experience. I didn’t have those childhood signs trans people often refer to. This is all new to me.

oh my gosh, i finally found your channel again. i remember watching your transition 3/4 years ago and all i can remember is cute red hair guy..smth timelord...smth taylor! glad to see you posting still 🥰

I relate to this so much! I think I might be a trans man because it feels right and being female is just entirely uncomfortable for me. I knew what gender was and what different gender where and respected them but I always called myself bisexual and eventually moved onto lesbian. I realized after being in a depressive state for so long that something was missing. I was “feminine” from a young age and hated dresses as well as makeup and hair products but I wasn’t very masculine either. My point is, I was denying the label of transgender because I knew it came with consequences. I knew what it was and had friends like that but I think subconsciously I was afraid of not being able to go back from knowing who I really was. I currently self-identify as a trans-man and it is so relieving to know that there are other people who experience what I do. I’m still pretty “feminine” in nature but that’s just my personality and overall interest. I’m finally happy with who I am and what I feel now despite what some people might think. I wish you all luck in your own journey and all the love as well! ❤️💖

I just found your channel and I'm so sad you haven't posted in nearly a year! I hope you're well and staying safe.

This helped me. ;_; I get scared I'm fake a lot because I'm not like my trans friends....

It wasn't until recently I realised I was trans, and i told a friend of mine, he's also trans and he knew from a way younger age. He was really good about it and asked me if I wanted to start using different pronouns or if I had a different name yet, but I didn't and I told him I wanted to tell my family first. I did tell my family, and it didn't go a well as I'd hoped, the though it's just a phase and I'll get over it and that I'm too young and clueless to know now (I'm 16). Now I'm kinda stuck in limbo cos I don't feel accepted where I should be because if I know one thing I know I need my family to accept it. I know that can't understand cos they don't feel the same way about themselves, but I guess this is the way it is. Now I've watched this video I get that I'm not the only person feeling underrepresented and doubtful, and now I understand that it's a part of figuring it all out, and that I'm not invalid. Thank you, even if I'm five years late.

The realization you had and running to ur mom about a new haircut made me relate so hard even tho for me it was in 7th grade.

Omg 0:11 I acc love your laugh sm and ty

I'm 5 years late to the party, but I wanted to let you know that this video is THE video I needed. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

You pass very well, and I'm not just saying that.

I relate to this. I thought I had to wear everything feminine. I thought that I had to act like that. I always felt uncomfortable with myself and I didn’t know why. I thought it was because I was fat and nothing worked. But even if I found something that I really liked, I never ever liked it on me. Then I wore guys clothes for the first time and it felt right but also wrong because stereotypes. But then I just stopped caring. And now I’m almost on t. 😊

Thank you ❤

Omg u changed so much

What a change!!

Almost 5 years later... and this video is still helping people. Thank you, I needed this.

I just want to be a pretty boy that can pass as both so I can look good in all the clothing and keep my long hair.

How mch does were u on T to begin bro

At least I'm not the only one. Thank you. I didn't know I was different until very recently.

Thank you for this video. I'm trying to figure things out right now and it's really helpful and nice to hear your experience and also to see where you are today. This really struck a chord with me and I'm grateful to have found it!